The worst moment in life 100 word challange

I lay there, the shock spreading as realization dawned on me. A flash appeared in my mind and I got up to shake the feeling off. The words reappeared in my mind,

“Nooo.”

I replayed those horrible moments where I ripped my flesh and teared my soul. He had left. I lay in the musty tunnel covered in seaweed and moss, and I started shivering and cowering in a corner as I hid. I could not believe the smell, the gunpowder and the pollution that lay in the air. I had done this terrible happening. The last thing I saw was scarlet liquid dripping on rocks.